Insights Day 15
Saturday July 25th 2020
9h00 am
9h00 am
I woke up, it was awesome, I woke up a few times before that even, my daughter did. I found a way to go back to sleep until I felt awake enough. Because from what I gather, now eating and digesting said food is what takes the most amount of energy out of my body. So although I am on a Daniel fast, eating still takes a toll on me and since I eat at sun down, my sleep is almost entirely dedicated to food digestion which I quite frankly dislike.
I woke up, it was awesome, I woke up a few times before that even, my daughter did. I found a way to go back to sleep until I felt awake enough. Because from what I gather, now eating and digesting said food is what takes the most amount of energy out of my body. So although I am on a Daniel fast, eating still takes a toll on me and since I eat at sun down, my sleep is almost entirely dedicated to food digestion which I quite frankly dislike.
10h00 am
10h00 am
My mother scolds me for preparing her Breakfast at such a "late" time rather than being grateful for the fact that I am preparing food for her on such a sacred day. PErhaps I can understand her...the mere fact that I am preparing food for her gives her the right to believe that I do not value my shabbat as much as I say I do. A few things took place that made me take the decision to cut my ties with her and consider that her spiritual energy must be cut off from mine.
My mother scolds me for preparing her Breakfast at such a "late" time rather than being grateful for the fact that I am preparing food for her on such a sacred day. PErhaps I can understand her...the mere fact that I am preparing food for her gives her the right to believe that I do not value my shabbat as much as I say I do. A few things took place that made me take the decision to cut my ties with her and consider that her spiritual energy must be cut off from mine.
1h00 pm
1h00 pm
I had a bit of a nap while my little one calmly read books like last week. Bless the Lord for Shabbat, what a delight.
I had a bit of a nap while my little one calmly read books like last week. Bless the Lord for Shabbat, what a delight.
Today was pretty peaceful, I chose to stay with my mother and care for her meals. During that time I realized it is time I raise the total level of energy around me by carefully selecting the people that I deserve to be sharing my energy with and I now know my biological mother is not one of them. God bless her.
Today was pretty peaceful, I chose to stay with my mother and care for her meals. During that time I realized it is time I raise the total level of energy around me by carefully selecting the people that I deserve to be sharing my energy with and I now know my biological mother is not one of them. God bless her.