Thursday August 20th 2020
Thursday August 20th 2020
Thursday August 20th 2020
today was a bit of a wierd day. All seemed distant from the life I am building, I guess it is all part of it. I am guessing the feeling is from a body moving from unclean to clean...motion of unwanted substances.
today was a bit of a wierd day. All seemed distant from the life I am building, I guess it is all part of it. I am guessing the feeling is from a body moving from unclean to clean...motion of unwanted substances.
7h02 am - wake
7h02 am - wake
Woke up with the mental desire to eat before it is time. I wanted to only eat avocado. As I noticed yesterday or the day before, my body is really reaching a point where it tells me wheather I am hungy or not based on wet food. I feel as if when I am hungry or have an appetite for wet food, that is when my body is truly hungry. When all I want are avocadoes and dried foods, it is because my body is not hungry yet my trainned mind and learnt behaviors are taking over. I am grateful, I am 4 days away from the end of this fast. I want to reach other levels and I am grateful for all the teachings I acme accross as I performed this Daniel fast round. Why did I do it? because they say that the single thing you dont want to do is the thing you should be doing.
Woke up with the mental desire to eat before it is time. I wanted to only eat avocado. As I noticed yesterday or the day before, my body is really reaching a point where it tells me wheather I am hungy or not based on wet food. I feel as if when I am hungry or have an appetite for wet food, that is when my body is truly hungry. When all I want are avocadoes and dried foods, it is because my body is not hungry yet my trainned mind and learnt behaviors are taking over. I am grateful, I am 4 days away from the end of this fast. I want to reach other levels and I am grateful for all the teachings I acme accross as I performed this Daniel fast round. Why did I do it? because they say that the single thing you dont want to do is the thing you should be doing.
7h44 - Daugther wakes up
7h44 - Daugther wakes up
I immediatly wanted to eat something...
I immediatly wanted to eat something...
8h30 am - I ate
8h30 am - I ate
I ate of course...it seems like things are ok. I now know I have a leart behavior of eating the moment I start my day with my child. I guess I need to look into it.
I ate of course...it seems like things are ok. I now know I have a leart behavior of eating the moment I start my day with my child. I guess I need to look into it.
9h50 am - Mood different
9h50 am - Mood different
I have a different mood because I know I wanted to fast for the morning at least and I did not do it. Lets see what the day has in store for me...or how I will take it head on by preaying accordingly.
I have a different mood because I know I wanted to fast for the morning at least and I did not do it. Lets see what the day has in store for me...or how I will take it head on by preaying accordingly.
3h10 pm - meal
3h10 pm - meal
I had an avocado salad and 5 dried figs
I had an avocado salad and 5 dried figs
4h50 pm - light headed
4h50 pm - light headed
I feel lightheaded, I lost my balance, I wonder if it is related to the stones not having passed yet? I am at this point hesitant in terms of booking a colonic or just going on a water fast until the stones get out naturally. I guess since my aim is to be as natural as possible, the later is more of an option...let see.
6h34 pm - Cold
6h34 pm - Cold
I have now been cold for the better part of the day. I am going to lay off the water a little and see how that regulaes my temperature.
I have now been cold for the better part of the day. I am going to lay off the water a little and see how that regulaes my temperature.